Even in silence, the heart keeps waiting.
Sometimes, even in a world filled with uncertainty and silence, a single action can change everything. This post reflects on longing, confusion, and the courage it takes to share what’s in your heart.
I wish the world were full of only good and happy news, so I could share them with you. I’m very sorry that we were born in our beautiful country, but with the difficult circumstances it faces these days. I wish we could choose the country that suits us best before we were born. Of course, that’s absurd. I’m sorry; I will try to do something to change this situation. I’m not sure it will happen anytime soon, but one day, you’ll only hear good news coming from there.
So many days and nights I’ve spent waiting. Waiting for something, though I’m not even sure what. Maybe for God to tell me what to do about us? But He’s been silent lately, and I’m here, all alone, in a place where I don’t belong. I don’t blame Him; even God must need a holiday to rest His mind from our mortal problems. Or maybe this has something to do with the thing called free will. I’m so confused. My thoughts wander in so many directions, yet you still appear in my mind, even in the most awkward moments.
I did it. I pressed "send." There goes my first serious attempt to write down my thoughts about you. I don’t dare to check if you’ve responded yet. I don’t even know what would be better: a happy answer, a sad one, or no answer at all. Maybe no answer would finally tell me what you truly think about all of this.
Perhaps the hardest part of love isn’t what we feel, but what we don’t know. The answers we seek might come, or they might not; but for now, we wait.
To be continued…
