Some answers are worth the wait.
Love often demands patience and faith, especially when answers seem distant. This post reflects on longing, the joy of an unexpected response, and the ease of writing when love fuels every word.
Three days, and still nothing. I know it’s not easy to respond to something like that. It took you days just to answer some of the SMS messages I sent you. Now, thinking about it all, I realize I just want an answer. I don’t care if it comes in a month or more, I just need to know what you think. I know I sound crazy, but this kind of thinking feels very usual, almost normal, for me. So, as I said in my letter, I can wait…
I miss you. I miss you now more than ever. Every day that passes feels like the wind, fast and fleeting, without you. A new season is coming your way in a couple of weeks. I suppose you’re busy, and you’ll be even busier in the days to come.
Oh, my lady with a candle. You are the one. Oh yes, you are. And if you choose to be, it’s even better. Right now, I’m reading your letter, and I’m shivering. It’s because of your answer. I literally started crying as I read it. I never doubted you, not for a moment. I knew you would have something unexpected to say. I’m so happy now, and I know for certain that you are not an illusion. You are real, and yes, I’ll say it again, the perfect and only one for me.
I’m not saying this from someone else’s perspective, but my own. You are my inspiration. Without you, I wouldn’t write a single word like this to anyone. I know writing isn’t easy, but when it comes to expressing my feelings for you, it feels effortless.
Perhaps true inspiration comes not from what we seek, but from what unexpectedly finds us. For now, the wait has been worth it—but the story continues.
To be continued…